I hate to say it but Your program sucks!

On the Social Security program of which I've been on for 20 Years?
, You cannot adequately gift anyone your income level is below poverty level, There's a lot of hidden dangers when you're dealing with disabilities.  And the general population is set on edge . 
This is been around since before Obamacare and there has not been any changes in the programming itself since Obama took office. The programming that we're receiving now as far as wheelchairs and medical equipment and supplies that we needed around the house was there before Obama came to office it just was not being offered to anyone. If you think that this is for free you have to think again because we live in poverty level we are required to live in HUD section 8, There are four main groups of people that are forced into section 8 there's the disabled, the handicap, the senior citizens, and the welfare moms and dad. And then there is the group of people who are on minimum-wage and cannot afford such high price living accommodation. There is great concern about future implications and financial problems when trying to regain social status within any given environment. 
And senior citizens are very perturbed about having so many different types of people living within the community of senior citizen section 8 or EEOC. I have heard them complain about the younger generation living in a senior citizen project but is not a soul singled out As being primarily senior citizen project that they're living in. 
Is my understanding that senior citizens would be in a Resthome similar to an old folks home if they did not live independently and could not take care of themselves. It's obviously but this is dementia or Alzheimer's that makes them do that, However the reason why we cater and tolerate to the senior citizens and of particular section 8 HUD project is because we know what happened in the previous arrangements for senior citizens home at group homes where they were being killed smothered suffocated and treated bad they had bedsores and all kinds of things. Their medications were not up to date they did not have adequate medications for their dementia or Alzheimer's disease because a lot of those medications were not on the market as some of those medications were tried in a trial on younger adults because they wanted to note the severities of these medications and these medications were going to be used on senior citizens in the future.In itself was a blessing to the senior population but it wasn't blessings rather a curse to that person or persons who they do these trials on because they were a healthy physically but they were not mentally healthy as of these medications made it very easy for them to get information and and to help it was a very easy thing for them today. 
Those that in it and enter into a trial study based on this information and based on the medications that they're using it didn't help those people on the contrary in the long run it was not beneficial. And they sustained verbal battering by the senior citizens and abuse by drug related people in particular to the sales and manufacture of their medications.  And they had an overburdening of financial difficulty paying for these NewGeneration medications that cost and around 
700 for three months supply. And the senior citizens act as if they were not aware of these trials being done in their favor nor were they aware of the fact that these new generation medications were going to be so expensive or the fact that they may be charged for it somewhere in the future being that they have blurted out and gloated about their work history and how they work so hard in their lives that Even medical doctors insurance companies & of the like began to scratch their head thinking well if these people worked all their lives then surely they should have an abundance of savings of which they do not.
This became a very worrisome and questionable thing for them in their old age and the people who done the medical studies in trials the younger ones, who are physically capable did not become sicker because of it but actually was able to bring some kind of sense to this madness that we are all facing today. 

That in this particular case the subject was not drug addicted or alcohol addicted she was just tossed around like she was & that it was based on childbearing.
In fact childbearing it was the direction she had expected to go but did not, She thought that she might have learned something about child psychology or Health or immunizations and childcare or even personalhealth care, Or maybe even the laws regarding childbearing or the Constitution of marriage. 
Instead she was redirected into this program that is defined above. Insultedand demanding  as she was she continued to concentrate on her own hobbies goals and aspirations. And try not to focus on the senior citizens constant nagging and bickering and complaining.
Even though the senior citizens in some of the community where she abides was  calling the constables on her almost day and night. Complaining that they had a psychotic person living beside them and that they need to be institutionalize because there a danger and a threat to the rest of the community.
Furthermore verbally attacking the lady and said that the lady was provoked into fight or flight syndrome.
And the senior citizen left very little room for error or to work out the problems That they had created with their verbal thrashing and insinuations and allegations .
The subject the lady that one who has endured all these trials and studies, Had recently been discharged from the facility where she received her constant health care and mental health care. Furthermore has been discharged because the mental health facility can do no more for her because she is practically well.
Even though she has in the past had conditions severe enough to be hospitalized it's been 31 years since it all began in the girl has worked very hard at recovering and trying to get back into the social scene of her life. And if you want to talk about stigmata there is plenty of that to go around. 

And basically I have gotten off the subject and topic of interest. The topic of interest is abuse of power.  Where a person was arrested for 1 g of marijuana and did hard sentencing for seven months probation and in less days in jail while her dog starved.
And another lady was arrested for kilo of marijuana and she was pushed into federal court done a year probation and six months house arrest and her record was marred when she didn't even smoke pot and she was forced into The predicament that landed her in jail. For lack of defense and a lack of protection against entities of society and protection for her children and for her former husband.
It's very obviously there's no way to get around these types of law officers without sustaining some kind of abuse.
It is very obvious that you cannot enrollin  drug programs for the withdrawal of drugs when you are not on drugs and the only utilization that they can come up with this one that would futuristic really help other people in a similar situation or people who have been abused before. 

That the woman's real problems were not even addressed.
And her physical health and her mental health is coming together with each other, For now she's okay her mental health and her physical health are in sync and Is medium to poor health. 
The woman's just sitting around licking her wounds and getting better. 
They would think retrospectively that if she is not sick that maybe she can go to work but that is a very mundane way of thinking considering all the time she was attacked by that generation of people and their drug seeking friends.
The woman has sworn not to assist any people in that generation are furthermore seek to do that type of work such as nurses aide provider or housekeeper for that generation. But she is not coldhearted in and so forth if the necessity arose she would help them up off the ground if they fall or whatever she wouldn't fail to render aid if it was needed. And she's fully aware of the legal complications that you can get into if you do render aid such as not been licensed bonded or insured . Those type of legal complications the woman has deemed as the most critical of all circumstances that could happen to her at this given point in time. 
Because despite the fact that she was offered to go to school for nurses Aid did not attend because she knows the criteria of becoming a nurses aide of which they seemingly neglected to to see. 
As a former person of psychiatric and a criminal history of marijuana she cannot become a nurses aide or paramedic or doctor or lawyer or anything of that sort. 
And she felt like she was being compelled to go to school for those classes even though she's not going to be able to utilize it in a career of work position. 
That she does have a fair amount of control over her destiny and where she wants to go in life but she also knows that those of the types of positions for work that she may not ever be able to go to and nor does she want to. 
Instead she's decided to stay away from work position is the deal with the public in general directly. 
That she's not even concerned about what they say just as long as they don't attack! And the best that she can offer in the field of medicine is to be a Palmer drug abuse counselor or  a certified alcohol and drug counselor.
That she confesses that she may be seemingly qualified for a position like that but probably will never get one. 
The best you can hope for is to be a first aide certified as cardiopulmonary resuscitation and mouth-to-mouth or emergency stuff like applying pressureto cuts   and so forth.
Our family was even misled by thinking that perhaps if he was to go into hospital that perhaps she would come out better off and possibly more able to pass the state exam something as in cosmetology or nurses aide or anything of the above.

It simply did not work out that way.
Especially since Law has acknowledged a new bill regarding the Second Amendment where people who have ever been in a psychiatric hospital are not able to even apply to purchase a gun or will not ever get a license to carry a gun.

And I personally cannot understand how they can be so demanding of the person who they do not recognize or even can give a right or bless or gift I don't understand why their particular concern for them is when there is nothing they have to offer them that would even remotely, Bribe or interest a person who has been through so much. 
The only thing that a person like this would be interested in is maintaining their sanity their living conditions and their happiness and pursuit of happiness. Without having like a mommy and daddy following them around all the time and tell him do this do that. Or having a representative payee the tells you can't buy a pair shoes when you want to or you need a pair shoes or maybe it's a computer and you know you can't buy a computer or he can't even take out a bill or think about Bill or can't do anything because you're simply just do not have the money to do it these are the things that we do not want to hear not want to think about we do not want to know the person Who mouthed those words and let it 
come out of their mouth. 
We do not do that kind of job so we don't need that kind of self-discipline it we don't need the kind of discipline or construction in our lives constructive criticism or anything like that we are tired of being your little baby. Your words are sweet yeah all compliment and make them feel better and that does help some but it's robbing them of their integrity and their self-worth. 
There is never a day when I want to move into a house with five people who are all mentally ill or retarded. 
For you to have expectations like that of a person who is like that is very ludicrous and way out of line.

The future for this person is very very dim but that person is very very determined not to die at a young age of 52 like her father or her grandmother or any other person in her family who is that died of a very slow and painful death. That she wants world to know that she is not a failure to thrive.

That she has not failed herself and anything that she's has ever tried to accomplish she has accomplished With a lot of success.

She wants you to believe in her and believe that she will continue to go on even passed the point of her life expectancy and that she will be a productive person and And a positive influence in her community.
She also wants you to know that all her life she believed in God and the life hereafter and that she or no one and nothing is going to subject her to a life of bondage after death that she's going to continue and she's going to be a part of that spirit world that we know nothing about And become a positive force with God. 
She want you to know she's not an evil person and she does the best she can right now she is only human and that she is limited with her physical body but she is going to accomplish everything in her life that she sets forth, And that God has blessed. Someone save power of positive thinking, And perhaps the power of positive thinking will turn my head around on the abuse of power issue. 
The real jewel of this is that I forgive you even as Jesus Christ forgave you and I will not retaliate on anything, That God Is real and concept is real and it's immensely fortify to the soul mind and body.
I hope you all enjoy the fruits of your labor, And be blessed!


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